Quickening: Rhythms of Change
Self Mastery is a very personal experience. When conveyed through inspirational stories, others create their own mastery; and that's really good news!

February 24, 2010

Self Mastery: The Program

The Program:
An unnatural cellular construct; the deepest place from which we falsely respond to life.

Personal Discovery:
Ever since I can remember I've searched for something that holds me so tightly deep in my bones, sometimes I can't breathe. However unconsciously, and whatever it's definitions over the years, I knew it both protected and exposed me--a dichotomous stronghold—a complex program embedded in my cells.

Memory told me I'd always had a reaction to outside energies, a compulsion to erect walls pushing away even the most loving gestures. I often felt as though I was being followed. No matter what the momentary emotion or thought, the common thread was always, "it's going to hurt me." And the voice became louder as I became more aware, simultaneously filled with fear.

Last fall I was guided to fathom the exact wording of my Program—"the fear of annihilation by external energies." I've pruned my tree a lot during my lifetime, trimming and shaping, sometimes even cutting a limb permanently deep in the life rings. Lately I've been digging. Layer after layer, I pull it out by the roots.

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Musings & Meditations

   "...milk for babes and meat for men."

- Corinthians I, 3:21



Awareness & Alchemy

Have you ever experienced extreme heat or thickness in your head? Tapping the lower abdomen lightens the upper body by funneling heavy energies out of your head and upper chakras into your lower body, creating a more grounded state of being, balance and stability where you need it most. Try this:

Stand with your feet about hip or shoulder width apart, whatever is most comfortable; knees are bent. Make a loose fist and begin tapping the midpoint between your navel and pubic bone. At first you may feel the skin and fatty tissue, which could be sensitive. Eventually tap harder, going deeper into the muscle tissue and then the organs. Count to 100, stop and with the palms of your hands, rub your abdomen gently in a clockwise direction. Tap again, this time counting to 500 or going for 10 minutes; ultimately you can try tapping for 15-30 minutes. Feel your energy anchoring in your lower abdomen. Tap; speak your feelings and sensations. Take ownership by accepting and then release them. Notice your legs and feet, your hips, knees and ankles. How do they feel? Is there any numbness, tingling, energy moving, cool or warm sensations? These are all healing signs and will help you connect to the Earth, your body and open your Kidney/Bladder Meridians.

This simple exercise stimulates the Taoist principle of Water Up, Fire Down on a physiological level. It's healthier and energetically more sound, balancing the meridians, elements of fire and water, masculine and feminine, yin and yang.



Enlightenments & Education

The Program: Private sessions will help you identify the tone and structure of your personal Program as well as its subconscious threads; contact Christina Nixon at 992-8112 or christinanixon@sisna.com. She is a professional channel and life-long spiritual guide who will assist you by accessing the necessary information to breakthrough blocks so you can move forward with consciousness. The initial session is $145 and includes follow-up as well.



Keystones & Kingpins

For integrating and balancing the brain, try the essential oils of Sandalwood and Frankincense. Place a drop of each on your Brow and Crown Chakras as well as underneath your lower middle back skull (occiput). Young Living carries each of these as single oils, as well as several blends containing both Sandalwood and Frankincense: Three Wise Men, Acceptance, Forgiveness, Gathering, Harmony, Inspiration, Into the Future and Trauma Life. According to documentation at the University of Berlin, the high levels of sesquiterpenes in these oils have the ability to cross the blood brain barrier; coupled with research done by the AMA, this could potentially heal conditions like Alzheimer's, Parkinson's and Multiple Sclerosis. Use these oils according to the instructions you receive with your purchase. Purchase Essential Oils or learn about these and other similar products.



Conservation Concerns

This month I ask you to make some changes with this suggestion: Filter your own water at home.

Awareness goes a long way to cultivate consciousness in both the inner and outer planes, enhancing meditation, the quality of our relationships and the more practical aspects of living such as money management, politics and the environment, among many others.

Increased awareness is one of the first steps necessary to making clear and conscious choices for a better quality of life and our ability to manifest in all ways. We read, we listen, we mull it all around inside of ourselves; in the outer world we take this knowledge into action. Here are a few bits to match my requests for your awareness and action.

You may already know that it takes up to 4 gallons of water to produce one gallon of Reverse Osmosis water, yet have you heard anything about this information or answered these questions?

a) What happens to the wastewater?

b) Have you ever wondered why you are still thirsty after drinking many glasses of RO water?

c) Did you know that most filtered waters: de-ionized, RO, and distilled are intended for aquariums, fountains, irons and humidifiers and weren't meant for daily drinking?

d) There is research on these types of waters that says we are dehydrating ourselves because of the acidity and the fact that the restructured water molecules are too large to pass through our cell walls.

Check out this website for more information on drinking water and health: http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com



Self Mastery: The Program

What exactly is the Program?
The Program is like a river running through our lives. It's also an overlay and construct woven deeply into every cell, affecting the physiological body and natural balance of energy in our subtle bodies. The Program has been with us from the beginning.

It starts with the unique interpretation of our environment from the time we occupy our fetus-bodies in the womb up to the time our brains become wholly functional around age five. As the operating system in every layer of our cellular structure, this Program affects all aspects of our inner and outer terrain. It expands and morphs each time we have a "familiar experience," responding from inside its framework. It becomes more wired-in each time.

Early stimuli for our Programs include even the subtlest states experienced while we are in utero. Conception to birth, through infancy up to the development of our cognitive faculties, these states of being and interpretations of our environment are primarily psychic and emotional.

Because we lack the ability to reason our way out of situations, they are exaggerated during those vulnerable ages. At that time in our personal evolution, we don't differentiate external realities from what we experience internally. Until we individuate and deprogram or clear this original construct, we are ruled by it.

The construct is like a prison and dictates the contexts in which we choose to operate; over and over, repeating experiences, behaviors and reactions. It binds us, defining the edges of our illusion.

As comfort seekers, we rarely risk the unknown, so very little change is actualized. It takes awareness, willingness, acceptance and a circumstance that kicks us out of our cozy nests. This impetus must be an expert guide, demanding we take a risk to move toward our end point.

For private sessions to help you with your own Program, go to Enlightenments and Education. And, if you are interested in hearing more stories about uncovering and releasing ties to the Program, go to my blog: Fuel for the Fire.